Nordics x Depressed Suicidal Reader Part 2

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-Lukas (a.k.a Norway ) P.O.V-

I'm holding Emil as he is crying like crazy as I'm trying to stay strong but failing.

I hear yelling and look up from Emil. My heart stops as I see ( Y/N) start to fall making no move to reach for the outstretched hands of my brothers. Emil notices and looks up as (Y/N) is halfway to the ground.

" (Y/N)!!!!!!" He yells as he starts running towards her but it's too late I can tell. My eyes widen as she hits the ground with a sickening thud. All these emotions running through my body makes me just stand there not moving and barely breathing.

" SOMEBODY CALL THE HOSPITAL!!!!" Shouts Emil which he is by her side eyes searching at what to do. I break out my trance and run towards were they are pushing past the screaming and crying students that have gathered around.

' Oh god...' As soon as I see the scene I break and tears start to stream down my face. I go to Emils side and look at her.

Blood.. Emil yells at me to call the hospital while the others arrive down from the roof and gather around her. I quickly punch in the number and tell all the details trying to talk straight. They tell me the paramedics will be there as quick as possible and hang up. My phone drops out of my hand and I look around while reaching for Emils hand. All of us brothers are crying like madness has took over our minds.

As the paramedics arrive we are told to move back from the horrendous scene. But my body refuses to move in any way. My focus is all on the place where (Y/N) was laying, her body twisted into an unnatural form.  I feel strong arms wrap around me, pulling me backwards. Everything starts to fade away and I no longer know what is reality.

'Maybe this never happened...' I think. But soon the terrible truth sinks in.

' She's most likely dead.... because of me.. us..' I say in my mind as the paramedics drive away with (Y/N) inside.

- Time Skip 30 minutes- - Mathias (A.K.A Denmark) POV-

I pace back and forth in the waiting room of the hospital while the others are at the front desk asking about (Y/N). I stop pacing and sit down with my head in my hands.

' How the hell.. Why did this happen??' I ask to myself over and over again. My eyes start to water.

' NO.. no crying... You don't deserve to cry.. Not after what you did.' I tell myself before the wetness goes over my waterline. I feel a tap on my shoulder and I look up.

" Hei Mathias.." says Tino softly. So soft I can barely hear him. Tino sits next to me in the empty seat. I nod in return to his greeting. I look back at the ground.

I can hear Tinos breathe hitch as he tries to speak.

" T-They s-said--" Tinos voice cracks as he starts crying again. I hear footsteps come near us. I look up tiredly as Berwald sits next to Tino. Tino turned his back to me and sobs into Berwalds shoulder. Holding on to him as is he is the last person in the world. I croak out.

" What did they say?" Directed at Berwald he looks up and sighs gravely.

" They said that they don't know of her situation yet. They're sending for the doctor in charge of her." He says as Tino buries himself more into Berwalds shoulder. Berwald strokes his back with care.

" Fuck..." I say as Lukas comes to sit next to me.

" You know you shouldn't curse in a public place." I look over at him glaring. I can tell that he doesn't really care what I do. He is just trying to distract himself from the situation.

" Where's Emil?" I ask once noticing he isn't with us. He looks over at me slowly with disinterest.

" He went to get a drink." Telling that he doesn't want to talk anymore I look around the waiting room. Seeing that it's pretty much empty except for an elderly couple. I turn myself once I see a doctor coming. Berwalds stands up gently prying Tino away from him. The woman stops in front of him not intimidated by him at all.

" Are you Berwald  Oxenstierna?" She asks calmly.

" Yes I am. Are you in charge of (Y/N) (L/N)?" She nods

" Indeed I am. I'm Cadence Glass in charge of the Ms. (Y/N). I've come to tell you about her condition at the moment." This makes the rest of us sit up and listen in as Emil is slowly walking back down the Hallway with a coffee in hand. He rushes a little faster once he sees us speaking to her. She looks at the clip board and starts speaking as Emil stops beside Berwald.

"At the moment she is in Emergency Care. She has broken several ribs on the right side of her body and fractured two on the left side of her body causing internal bleeding in the lungs. Her right leg has been fractured also in the thigh area. While the left leg is only badly bruised." She clears her throat and speaks again. " The left arm has been dislocated in the shoulder and broken in the lower part of her arm. Her head hit the ground pretty hard and has caused it to split open. " She sighs heavily and looks back up at us.

" She.. She also has self harming scars all over her body. Mostly cuts and a few burn marks." Dr. Glass looks at her clipboard and scans it over again. " There's a sixty percent chance that she won't make it due to her injuries." She looks at all of us with sadness in her eyes. " I'm sorry. If she makes it through this I'll tell you immediately. In the mean time you all should figure out why this has happened to her. I'm terribly sorry again." She heads down the hallway and through a door where the surgery is under way.

Emil's hand trembles and he throws his coffee in the garbage.

" THIS IS ALL OUR FAULT!!!" His outburst surprises us. Lukas gets up to calm him down.
" Now Emil calm down--" Lukas gets cut off.

" CALM DOWN?!? YOU WANT ME TO CALM DOWN?! HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO CALM DOWN KNOWING THAT WE DROVE HER TO THIS?! THAT SHE SELF-HARMED AND WE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT THIS???" Emil yells out as I get up and put my hand on his shoulder. He swats me away.

" DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH ME." He turns to me with hatred in his eyes. I back up a step knocking into Berwald.

" THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT YOU STUPID DANE!! IF I DIDN'T- WE DIDN'T LISTEN TO YOU SHE WOULD STILL BE HERE!! WE WOULDN'T BE HERE SEEING HER DIE BECAUSE OF US!!!" Emil exclaims as Lukas forces Emil to look at him.

" Emil calm down this is not his fault." Lukas says with  a hard edge to it warning him to stop yelling.

" Kjaftæði!!! IT'S ALL HIS FAULT." Emil then gives me one last hard glare and turns away stomping out the hospital doors going outside. Lukas shoulders sag. He then says

"I'll go get him. I'll be back in a few." He then follows Emil outside.

' Emil is right. This is my fault.She self-harmed and we never even noticed.. I never even noticed. If only I didn't listen to (B/N).... Tæve!' I sit down and bury my face into my hands.

" Mathias, Emil is only mad okay? He doesn't mean it.." Says Tino as he leans back in the chair while Berwald sits back down.

" Yeah I know..." I say but think differently.

' Please be okay (Y/N)...' I think to myself waiting for her to come back.